Whatever you are going through, surrender it all to God. Hang in there and keep your eyes on Christ in His word. God is training you up for something He saw in you when He knit you together in your mothers womb.
“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.”James 1:2-4